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8 Whispers | Silently Bleed
~ My Life ・・・ Is A Sin ~
「† ・・・ さびし です ね ・・・ †」
:306 June 2009 @ 09:00 pm
...to my beloved Amano Toshiya-kun <3
Yuugi-kun's birthday was on June, 4th and today it's Toshiya-kun's turn, ne?
Since Yuugi-kun got an entry in my weblog on mexx (nothing spectacular, but...!), Toshiya-kun gets one here.
Uhm ... if I'd have a picture it'd be nicer, yeah ... well, nevermind.
Amano-kun <3 Kaitô-kun and I still luff juh! <3
24 May 2009 @ 09:57 pm
... where I felt happy nonetheless. ♥
But I don't care anymore.
Well, well. Let's kill aBatman human. Or something.
I am totally demotivated those days. I want to sleep, to maybe watch some anime and to sleep again. But at least wrote Kanji on file cards and printed out my sheets for tomorrow's Elizabeth sessions. Uhn. That's not much, I know. I also posted in some RPGs and I enabled some fanfiction. I did not take even a glance at the new vocabulary nor did I at the grammar. That completly sucks since I have to finally learn it. It's not as if I wouldn't have any fun in learning Japanese. I do. I'm just this ... tired. Somehow I am happy that a week from now there will be one week off. It feels horrible to know that untill July I will have to know over 500 Kanji. I already mess up those form the semester holidays. Not even mentioning the new ones after lesson 13.
But I don't care anymore.
Well, well. Let's kill a
I am totally demotivated those days. I want to sleep, to maybe watch some anime and to sleep again. But at least wrote Kanji on file cards and printed out my sheets for tomorrow's Elizabeth sessions. Uhn. That's not much, I know. I also posted in some RPGs and I enabled some fanfiction. I did not take even a glance at the new vocabulary nor did I at the grammar. That completly sucks since I have to finally learn it. It's not as if I wouldn't have any fun in learning Japanese. I do. I'm just this ... tired. Somehow I am happy that a week from now there will be one week off. It feels horrible to know that untill July I will have to know over 500 Kanji. I already mess up those form the semester holidays. Not even mentioning the new ones after lesson 13.
This sucks. Doesn't it?
I think I have too much to do for English and I am way too late at home. Because I have no concentration at all when I finally get home. I prepare for the next day and hope to not oversleep. Yeah, that's all. And each time I think I might take a book and read a little - there's Kaitô and the thought that I might as well do something with him than do something for class.
Bad, bad idea.
Kaitô ... I think I'd wish you away for a couple of days from time to time. I know that I don't mean it but it would do great once in a while, wouldn't it?
Well, well.
I love Yone-kun. And he is sad those days.
「Muusica 」: Origa - Lullaby
10 May 2009 @ 11:14 am
Soooo another weekend.
I planned to get up at 9:20 a.m. but I slept an hour longer. Yesterday I slept nearly 11+ hours. But I needed to sleep this long. On workdays I don't get even half the amount of slept hours. =_=
Well, yeah. I drank my coffee and clicked a little around. Will take a shower after raping my LJ-kun and ... hm. What next? I don't know yet. Maybe I'll post RPG first or write missanthropie. ... I think I shall do last. To finally finish my answer.
Why do I get the feeling that each time I try to write *anything* in English it sounds like trash? ^^;
Maybe because it is just like this. I feel sorry for my professor for "Written Communication I" ._.' My draft surely was horrible.
Well, well.
Let's put a smile on this face. ♥
...
This day is pure shit. So am I. Ne? ♥
I planned to get up at 9:20 a.m. but I slept an hour longer. Yesterday I slept nearly 11+ hours. But I needed to sleep this long. On workdays I don't get even half the amount of slept hours. =_=
Well, yeah. I drank my coffee and clicked a little around. Will take a shower after raping my LJ-kun and ... hm. What next? I don't know yet. Maybe I'll post RPG first or write missanthropie. ... I think I shall do last. To finally finish my answer.
Why do I get the feeling that each time I try to write *anything* in English it sounds like trash? ^^;
Maybe because it is just like this. I feel sorry for my professor for "Written Communication I" ._.' My draft surely was horrible.
Well, well.
Let's put a smile on this face. ♥
...
This day is pure shit. So am I. Ne? ♥
21 April 2009 @ 10:07 pm
Each time I sit in another English seminar I have the feeling that I chose the wrong subject - seriously.
I think I'm way too stupid for English. I may have had a little luck and passed with two squeezed eyes the first semester ... but I get more and more the feeling that I'll screw up this time. ^^;
I don't even get what they talk about ... or why texts I consider "funny" and "yeah I understood what's there!" ... are supposed to be bad.
I'll have to read lots of stuff and write even more stuff and I'm fuckin' afraid of May 11 where I will have to hold a "chair session" with another two students, but ... well. :D'
Aaah but I loved this headshot-thing in part 3 a little better than those glasses ... but Souji+Yousuke+Kou are nice enough to love them even without cool headshot-scenes! u///u *meow*
Uhn, since my schedule sucks a little due to the long travels each day -_- (I would need those four hours a day for sleep and/or learning so badly -_-~) I'll go to take a shower and then straight to bed. =3=
Watched Dr. House just now but somewhat I did not get 80% of this episode. *sigh*
At least I have to get up at only 8:00 a.m. tomorrow. YEAY!
まだ、休みの漢字を分かりません・・・たいへんですね！
だれか、たすけて下さい！！
じゃあ・・・
おやすみなさい！
（´A`;)
I think I'm way too stupid for English. I may have had a little luck and passed with two squeezed eyes the first semester ... but I get more and more the feeling that I'll screw up this time. ^^;
I don't even get what they talk about ... or why texts I consider "funny" and "yeah I understood what's there!" ... are supposed to be bad.
I'll have to read lots of stuff and write even more stuff and I'm fuckin' afraid of May 11 where I will have to hold a "chair session" with another two students, but ... well. :D'
Why the fuck didn't I choose German Studies, huh?!
I would have loved it. D:
*sigh*
But, got Matsuyama-tama today~! WOOHOO!
I luff him so matsch! <3<3<3
Aaah but I loved this headshot-thing in part 3 a little better than those glasses ... but Souji+Yousuke+Kou are nice enough to love them even without cool headshot-scenes! u///u *meow*
Uhn, since my schedule sucks a little due to the long travels each day -_- (I would need those four hours a day for sleep and/or learning so badly -_-~) I'll go to take a shower and then straight to bed. =3=
Watched Dr. House just now but somewhat I did not get 80% of this episode. *sigh*
At least I have to get up at only 8:00 a.m. tomorrow. YEAY!
まだ、休みの漢字を分かりません・・・たいへんですね！
だれか、たすけて下さい！！
じゃあ・・・
おやすみなさい！
（´A`;)
10 April 2009 @ 03:09 pm
Haven't written anything for a long time. Haven't kept my "one entry each day" either. Gnah.
My life isn't that interesting, isn't it?
Lectures start in ten days from now. Have to learn a lot of things untill then ... well, yeah.
Got three of four courses and I think that's a good average.
It's a bit lame that the PS in Japanese History will now take place on fridays (7 hours for 90 minutes |D gosh!) but I think with wednesday and thrusday ending that early I'll manage somehow. I hope so ... un x,x
Yeah. Still have to learn a lot of Kanji but I think I'll manage. Will have to work hard and then it'll be okay somehow.
Unn...
Yeah. Will post some nice photos of new Death Note Stuff son. But I have to get dad's cam for it first. :D
See/Reed ya.
My life isn't that interesting, isn't it?
Lectures start in ten days from now. Have to learn a lot of things untill then ... well, yeah.
Got three of four courses and I think that's a good average.
It's a bit lame that the PS in Japanese History will now take place on fridays (7 hours for 90 minutes |D gosh!) but I think with wednesday and thrusday ending that early I'll manage somehow. I hope so ... un x,x
Yeah. Still have to learn a lot of Kanji but I think I'll manage. Will have to work hard and then it'll be okay somehow.
Unn...
Yeah. Will post some nice photos of new Death Note Stuff son. But I have to get dad's cam for it first. :D
See/Reed ya.
「Muusica 」: DEATH NOTE OST I
17 February 2009 @ 11:46 pm
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:43):
ich will L fressen -_-
. Sil~sama . sagt (23:43):
wiesoo denn? XD
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:44):
weil ich ihn liebe! XD
. Sil~sama . sagt (23:45):
ich lieb raito auch daher bleib ich so naah xD
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:45):
das is noch nich nah genug :\
. Sil~sama . sagt (23:46):
I know *_*
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
pff ;_;
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
du weißt und tust nichts gegen?
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
Arsch!
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
Mitskerl!
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
Verdammter Bastard! ;_;
ich will L fressen -_-
. Sil~sama . sagt (23:43):
wiesoo denn? XD
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:44):
weil ich ihn liebe! XD
. Sil~sama . sagt (23:45):
ich lieb raito auch daher bleib ich so naah xD
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:45):
das is noch nich nah genug :\
. Sil~sama . sagt (23:46):
I know *_*
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
pff ;_;
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
du weißt und tust nichts gegen?
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
Arsch!
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
Mitskerl!
・「†自殺しているんだ夜の伯爵だ・・・夜神月 ♡ †」 ・ sagt (23:46):
Verdammter Bastard! ;_;
06 February 2009 @ 05:51 pm
We'll have the results of the exam in March. Therefore, next month will be some trouble, getting all of the results at once. I'll only get my score from the Proseminar I in Introduction To Literary Studies, although Sensei told us we may not get the term papers back untill then. And why? Because he is about to correct them till Wednesday morning and then another woman is to make our "Scheins" ... well, yeah. I only hope I'll get my stupid term paper next thursday. There's so much more to worry about so at least I could get that one over me, ne?
Nevermind. I managed to sleep up to 1 p.m. today after being in bed at 11 p.m. yesterday. But I did not sleep right away and read "Sweet Revolution" instead after reading "Stupid Story" in the evening. They came yesterday. And this morning I got my D.Gray-Man volumes 2-10 ( got volume 1 a little earlier :3) and ... WHOAH. I've never had some 2nd-hand manga looking THAT new. O___O I was really surprised, positive to the maximum! All of them first press and looking amazing! *yeay*
Huhuhu~ Now I need the following volumes XD
It's a pity that Hoshino-sensei seems to be sick and not keeping up her work that fast. Well, true fans can wait. <3
So I slept quite well, took a bath, ate something for lunch, watched Soul Eater 1, Antique Backery 1 and episode 16 of Kuroshitsuji. Checked all the other sites so far and will see whether I'll post my Raito first or if I go on with Japanese vocabulary. Doing them today is out of question. Somewhat I'm highly motivated and that's great! <3
Nevermind. I managed to sleep up to 1 p.m. today after being in bed at 11 p.m. yesterday. But I did not sleep right away and read "Sweet Revolution" instead after reading "Stupid Story" in the evening. They came yesterday. And this morning I got my D.Gray-Man volumes 2-10 ( got volume 1 a little earlier :3) and ... WHOAH. I've never had some 2nd-hand manga looking THAT new. O___O I was really surprised, positive to the maximum! All of them first press and looking amazing! *yeay*
Huhuhu~ Now I need the following volumes XD
It's a pity that Hoshino-sensei seems to be sick and not keeping up her work that fast. Well, true fans can wait. <3
So I slept quite well, took a bath, ate something for lunch, watched Soul Eater 1, Antique Backery 1 and episode 16 of Kuroshitsuji. Checked all the other sites so far and will see whether I'll post my Raito first or if I go on with Japanese vocabulary. Doing them today is out of question. Somewhat I'm highly motivated and that's great! <3
Mum said we may go and look for some clothes tomorrow. She also said dad told her to do so. That was quite a surprise. o_o But I won't fuckin' complain! >_>" I hardly ever get something new so I'm grateful if they'll do something like that once in two-three years XD; *coughs*
Nope, seriously, I'm glad and hope that it will work out tomorrow. *nods to himself*
Um ... what else?
It was David-kun's birthday yesterday. I hope he received the e-card and for me I hope I'll soon receive a letter from him. I want to know what was going on, how he feels and so on ... and then write back, of course. <3
Mhm, seems as if I will not be done with some nice presents the coming week because of the exams. The way I feel right now my muse really loves me and I think I might be able to create some amazing stuff. But there's no way I'll do it like ALL THE OTHER TIMES and will be creating some art (neither written nor drawn) instead of studying for the exams. N O W A Y.
So, we'll keep up the work.
がんばりましょう！
「Muusica 」: Nightwish - Ghost Love Score | Within Temptation - The Truth Beneath The Rose
03 February 2009 @ 08:22 pm
This morning, a few minutes before I had to leave home, my amazon package has been brought ... with the Death Note Volume 3 DVD *____________* *squeal*
But it has only the next four episodes and not five like the former ones ... I hope that they will not keep up this four episodes à DVD rhythm because this would mean more DVDs been published ergo more money I'd have to spent on them. x_x
*prays*
Uhm ... we did not get our results of the Japanese History exam yet ... makes us all a little nervous, I think. Therefore, I hope we will get them tomorrow. Otherwise I think we won't get them the coming two weeks at all since our sensei said she won't be there and noone will be able to contact her in any way.
Well.
I'm still sick (although it seems worse this week) ... and yeah this sucks. I still manage to visit classes (I'd rather die than not to do so!) but it is a little hard x___x" Well, I shall not complain. It could be worse, couldn't it?
Um. Next week getting closer and closer. I scanned and cleaned all the tests so far last night as I couldn't sleep and just printed them out. I will go on with repeating some Japanese after writing this entry, although I don't think that I will do much today since I don't feel that well. I only hope that I'll get to sleep better than last night. It was horrible. ._."
Mnah. I love Death Note. <3
(And LOL yeah I know BIIIG SURPRISE@everyone who ever read an entry here XD)
「Muusica 」: Breaking Benjamin - Dance with the devil